For a very long time growing up I wanted to go to med school. Somewhere along the way, I changed my mind. I think, essentially I chickened out. I decided I wouldn’t be able to do it, it was too much responsibility, too demanding, I would probably not get into med school anyway*, and could I really deal with everything being a doctor entails? I considered several other majors after that, math, computer science, and I finally decided on English.
I never regretted that choice but part of me kind of regrets not having stuck with wanting to go to med school, that I would have at least tried. I would not drop everything now to do med school, and I am sure it is possible to find a job I will enjoy as much now, but especially lately, I often wonder about this. That is mainly because one of my roommates is in med school, and my buildings is surrounded by hospital buildings [the university hospital]** so it is kind of ever-present in my life.
And that lead me to think that after I graduate, I would like to do a job that has an impact on people’s lives, I want to work with people, not really just sit in front of a computer screen all day. Some kind of social job. I am not sure if that will be possible, but I do want to try.
* But the reality is that many students, my roommate included, had a worse GPA in high school than I did, and he got into med school, and not just any but Heidelberg [which is considered one of the best of the country]. I always thought that unless you essentially had a 4.0 GPA there was no way you’d get into med school [here you start med-school right away, there is no pre-med].
** My roommates and me always joke that if one of us manages to injure themselves at home, at least the ER is right next door.













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